Freitag, September 30, 2005

being incredible

inspired by the pixar movie the incredbles I am shooting a post....
it is funny I just saw the extras on the second dvd and there is so much material they just cut of. Why... there is a whole different story... it gives things another point of view and it is even more authentic... going away from that disney kiddy style... but hey it seems that everybody wants to make money and just the descision to go on kids and there parents could be very afortable... anway it is a great movie not as great as finding memo or robots but very lovely...
Makes you feel that everybody is a hero... or has a hero sleeping inside of himself. Waking to come up and take over. It is all about the power which is so secretly hided without any chance to break out. But at least there must be a little chance. It is that feeling that tells you inside there is something. Not evil don't worry it can push you far beyound your limits. But before I go tooooo far I close that post and hope that someday I could say... this is the moment I have ever waited for to show that I am one of the incredibles.... =)

good night...

Donnerstag, September 22, 2005

The train

Whow I made got my second post for this week. The power and the force inside of me inspire me to really want to gain knowledge. But like I mentioned in some of the previous posts it is such a big amount and no time. But progress is changing the knowledge base and it seems like a train and I am running after it. It seems so close sometimes but then the rails turn into another direction and suddenly I can't see it anymore. But sometimes I guess it looks like I am chasing the wrong train. It seems like I see a train and I start running and running... after a while I stop happily because I got this train at a station but then I realize it that was the wrong one. Funny or almost insane is this feeling, when after some days, month or years, sometimes it hits me like bang and I see that the train formally known “as wrong train” was not that wrong. But how could I be sure some days that the train I am chasing is worth it chasing it... If I think pessimistic I would say never ... but I am optimistic and that's why I am continuing running and trust this feeling that inner voice thing.And then, then I finally got this ticket ... this ticket to ride the train. I hope it will be a golden ticket with comfortable seats ....
But catching a train even if it is the wrong one, it gives time to relax… time to take a breath before I need to start running again…
that's it for the mo(ment)...
stay tuned to read mo(re)...

Montag, September 19, 2005

another mo(nday)...

Looks like this is going to be a weekly habit. But hey I kind of miss that.
Beside doing that regular day thing there was nothing realy speacial.

-> got to go more soon....

Montag, September 12, 2005

mo(nday) again... and the lack of communication

Whow... this has been a week. Did not find a space to shoot out some lines for days. But now I am back on track. Trying to keep up and filling up this html fields =)...

What came across me last week is the weirdness of communication. People talking about the same topic but the transmitter and the receiver seem not to match in frequency. But they were using the same code to decrypt and encrypt but can not communicate. Sometimes I find my self as a receiver or transmitter but in some case it looks like I am in between. Seemingly understand the one and the other side and regocnizing that each other is not understanding themselves...
But all this seems to have a methotic that in the end every attendy feels very briefed and informed... but did this person realy knows what was going on...
But on the other side what would be, if the two people communicateing would understand each other perfectly and the one, which is in the middle, doesn't get a thing. But the man in between seems to be perfected informated and is woundering why the two talking persons are not communicating on one frequency. Strange, weird... but is not erverything based on a good feeling. So I got it... I know want they want and they don't know the heck... But after all where is the message of that sitting together and talking about something?...
So far for the mo(ment)...
have a nice week...

Donnerstag, September 08, 2005

the beauteousness of beeing early...

This morning I was a little earlier as usual and everything felt kind of relaxed and I was in that mood to get everything done. But beeing outside was great. It was that breaking point time where every body starts to get in that typically daily hurry. Unfortunately I was not early enough to experience this whole quiteness before everybody starts. The air was fresh... it was going to be great day... not to hot... not to cold.
But I don't know what it was what inspired me to write these lines. Maybe it was just that mo(ment) or the feeling of having more time than every other day. But will this go away, if I would push myself into that different day cycle of beeing erlier? Can I still see the quiteness? Will I be able to jack ass myself out of the bed some hours earlier? Because until now I loved the night... but I should not underestimate the beauteousness of every mornig...

Mittwoch, September 07, 2005

try to come back

after a tough day it basically pulled me back to come to this blog and write something. I hope in the next weeks a will get my projects done and find the time to concentrate on my own work again- the stuff I like!!!
First off all I think I might change the blog template to costumize it a little because I like to tweak things to have it my own special look and see what I can do. But hey the time is running against me. Right now it is chasing me through the hours of the day and before I can enjoy the ride I reached the destination. But every end is a kind of new start so the chase begins again. The engine which drives me is to take the right exit to find a place with silent and freedom. And I know this place exists and I want to see it so bad that's way I keep on speeding and speeding and always do cross my fingers that my engine doesn't explode...
But like I said time is against me so I must hurry not to lose the mo(ment)...

Montag, September 05, 2005

kick off

reading some blog's basically forced me to have my own. I called this blog mo stories "mo" could be the moment or "mo" could stand for more stories. I should give me the freedom to write just away anything what is on topic for the mo(ment).
I hope you find your mo(ment) to swing by and check out this blog...

my website is www.dines-online.de
in case I get to lazy to follow this blog...